We used to kiss, hold hands and play footsy on the regular, while commenting on our attraction to each other. But it had been a few weeks, and things were, awkward. We spent our time together, and then I had to leave, and when I did I kissed your quickly, like it was nothing, which it really should have been. But you said something to the effect of “that was random”. I walked away holding back tears. I don’t understand you, I don’t understand any human. Its all really a daze to me. But god damn, I wish you got how much that hurt me. I highly doubt you did. I highly doubt you will.